Writing Photography Rambling
Tonight I watched Zoolander instead of writing an entry.
Today was an interesting day... everything feels a little bit off center, slightly out of place, but I know myself, and I know this feeling was to be expected given circumstances. It's not neccessarily a bad thing, but it's really got me worked up inside. I feel nervous inside, I feel anxious... I just want to feel at rest for once.
I seem to be having trouble staying awake lately... I guess it's just been awhile since I've worked straight days, all morning shifts and it's just catching up with me.
Considering the circumstances, I think I'm holding up pretty well under stress, although I don't exactly feel alive, and I'm often confused about where I am and what I'm doing. I think I'm finally starting to lose whatever sanity I had left, as I don't feel like myself, and it's no help that I have no one to talk to.