Excessive

I just fucking ran over my big toe with my chair, moving from side to side from my mac to my laptop, and it's now bleeding and I'm even more frustrated than I was a few minutes ago, and let me tell you, that was pretty fucking frustrated.

Hah! And here you were thinking I was retired! I don't think so.

A break from my complete and total insanity as I make my way to Michelle's place for supper, internet access and the ability to speak to my friends who I so miss.

For most of yesterday I felt so nervous about... what seemed to be nothing... that I couldn't relax, or breath.. or whatever. Michelle commented a few times about how hard my heart was pounding and she could even see it as I stood there... I rock. I'm so gonna die young...