Excessive

I swear I'll make time to write tomorrow.

Today I found out Kairi might be worse than I thought, I went bowling with Ben and Phil, my leg has been bothering me and I'm super god damn tired.

I usually write in front of the TV, with something like the Daily Show on as company, or maybe Jimmy Fallon, or Conan, but tonight I'm at my desk and it doesn't have quite the same feeling to it. I feel too focused... a lot of the time I just lean back and let thoughts come to me as I write, it sometimes takes up to an hour, and just sitting here, only writing, I dunno... not the same flow.

Today was a pretty bad day if I do say so myself; nothing seemed to go right at all, just one thing after another made it worse and worse. For the first time in forever I took my Olanzapine AND Lithium, and as a result, I slept until 3pm today.