As Good As It Gets
- I was dating Bekki
- I lived on Langarth St.
- I worked at Windermere
- I was dating Bekki
- I lived on Langarth St.
- I worked at Windermere
Who would've thought that I'd actually get around to playing tennis in my lifetime. I had always talked about it, and my Mom and I always said we'd try to play and stuff, but I suppose it all just came down to actually buying rackets and getting up the nerves to embarrass myself on a public court.
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i take too many fucking pictures
I am so indescribably uncomfortable. I've been wearing the same clothes for the last three days now, I have this cankor on the top of my lip from sucking on lemons, and my entire tongue and mouth is very... blah, like I've been eating too many salt and vinegar chips, except I haven't been.. I wish. My hole face is itchy and I feel gross all over. My head is clouded and I'm dizzy, I'm very, very snappy and easily depressed. I haven't taken my pills in three days.. make that four now. I can totally see myself go downhill and I just sit here helpless, just watching, and I hate it. There are some things I want to say, but I can't because of how... uncomfortable I am just sitting here. I hate it.. I hate it so much. I want to just... SHOOT MY SELF IN THE FACE. argh.. I know no one can possibly understand why I'm so pissed off right now... and maybe that makes me feel even worse.. but I am.. and.. I'm not happy about it.