Excessive

The end of a long, tiring, frustrating, worrying, stressful week. Yeah, that's a lot of adjectives, and in all honesty, I don't think that quite accurately covers just how terrible this week has been. I've entered some kind manic freak out and was terribly irresponsible with money all week, as well as obsessively focused on specific things, restless, hyper active.

I don't really know why I like Teach: Tony Danza so much, but I look forward to it through the week more than most shows, which is interesting. I think it has something to do with just how vulnerable he is in that situation and it brings a lot of human issues and it's interesting to watch.

Today kind of felt crappy, it was slow, uneventful and dull. I did the laundry, but not until late in the afternoon, early evening. I watched Coraline... I didn't really do much else. Played a bit of StarCraft 2 with Ben during the early afternoon, then after dinner (pizza) the internet went down for a couple hours, so I just talked on the phone with Ben and watched a bit of Criminal Minds. Eventually the internet came back up, and Ben and I played a few more games until around 11:30 when I realized that I had to work tomorrow, and I should probably wind down, since I was pretty wound up from the games (they were pretty intense).

I slept in really late today, until maybe 12:00pm or something, pretty late, but I had stayed up until like 5:30am yesterday, so it was expected. I took a sleeping pill a half hour ago, so I don't really feel it right now, but I also have a headache, so relaxing isn't really an option at the moment. I'm just watching Teach, trying to feel tired and feel like I want to sleep.

I'm not really sure what's in store for me tomorrow at work, I know Rickman is in, I know that Jeff is in... but I don't know what events are on, or if I'll actually get off work on time to get to the grocery store or get home to eat a normal dinner and feel normal and okay.

I could go on but... specific topics are escaping me at the moment.

Had a pretty brutally tiring day, started off pretty crappy, and ended okay I suppose, but I was dead tired and not really thinking straight anymore.

Today seemed like the longest day ever.. I wonder why *looks directly at the clock*

I just finished watching the 1997 movie L.A. Confidential with Russel Crow, Kevin Spacey, the dude from Memento and the guy who flew warp speed for the first time. It was a pretty cool movie, considering I haven't seen all that many detective mystery type movies, and while I did find myself bored through various parts of it, I think it was just the mood I was in, and not to be blamed on the movie.

I just called EBGames at Argyle mall to ask them when I'd be able to pick up Final Fantasy XII, and they told me that they're opening the doors early for people who've preordered the game, so I can pick it up at 9am! That's so exciting! Sure.. it's no release party or anything, but I get it right at the start of the day, and that just kicks ass.