Excessive

How am I feeling? That's an interesting question... let me think. I'm feeling uncomfortable. I'm feeling physically uncomfortable, and mentally distracted and anxious. While, generally speaking, my day was fine, it was pretty draining, and now that I'm home, instead of actually relaxing like I honestly should've been able to do, I've been the complete opposite, I've been uncomfortable, my heart is pounding, I'm distracted and my mind is racing.

I had nightmares last night... a very odd nightmare that was probably a combination and manifestation of a wide variety of thoughts and feelings, but it took place in Grey St. and with Michelle I think, but she hated me and was really mean, and I remember feeling really... hurt. There were other people there... Jon from work... and I was asked to make eggs for some reason... it was fucked up. It didn't leave me feeling very good, not at all.

World of Warcraft is the bane of writing I think.

OMG! I'm off work until next Thursday!

No sleep again tonight... hopefully I'll be able to catch some sleep during the day.

Do you feel the way you hate Do you hate the way you feel
Always closest to the flame
Ever closer to the blade
I am poison crazy lush
Built these hands to lift me up
We are servants to our formulaic ways