Excessive

I've been writing with pen and paper, so I'm still writing, even though I don't get to this page very often. For me, it accomplishes the same goal, and I think it helps me. The only downside is spreading the writing out across multiple platforms.

Why do I always have to feel like the one that's trapped? Why do I have to feel uncomfortable? Why do I feel nervous about tomorrow, why do I feel like cutting myself. Why do I worry so much? Why?