Excessive

I feel pretty off today... kinda feeling down and on top of that I don't feel that good physically either, so it's been a pretty bad day, but meh, oh well.

Today is Mark's fake birthday, where he tells everyone it's actually his birthday and hilarity ensues. Well... usually it just consists of us going to the bar and having drinks like some sort of actual celebration, but since it's not a real birthday it lacks the actual motivation to actually do anything. Like, you don't really want to do anything, but you're like, "Well.. it's his birthday so I guess I should regardless how I feel.." yeah.. that's not really there.

It's gonna rain in a few minutes and I'm sitting here in the dark eagerly awaiting the first raindrop. Hopefully after it rains it will be nice and cool and the humidity will disappear. I also hope that the storm lasts a long time because I'm in the mood to listen to some rain for awhile.

Yup, so heat = headache.

Today is a weird day, or at least feels like a weird day. It doesn't really feel normal. Mainly because Mark isn't here, Michelle was here when she is uaually at work, and then she left, so now I'm alone. All of these things aren't normal and it's kinda confuses my brain a little bit. I think what I really need to do is just do something that's very familiar and comforting, like get comfortable and watch some That 70's Show, because that will make me feel better.

Yesterday I met my Mom and she took me to lunch at Molly Blooms. I ordered chicken fingers and fries, which were amazingly yummy, and my Mom ordered a chicken wrap thing that she says was yummy, so I believe her. So she paid for lunch, and while we were there, she lent me her new digital camera, which is this really, really nice 8 mega pixel beast of a camera (it takes pictures at 3264x2448) for when I was going to the zoo (which we aren't anymore) and she also gave me her cell phone so I could put the number on my resumes, so that when people call me for job interviews, I can talk to them directly rather than using my Mom's home phone number or Mark's cell phone.

I'm trying my best to get over my sickness. Early in the morning I had taken so much cough syrup through the night, and had taken a sinus pill and a sleeping pill, I was really, really out of it, and it's really difficult to piece together the day. I remember the very early morning, and then I remember being in bed. I slept from about 2pm until 11:30pm or something. I feel a bit better, but I took a sinus pill and sleeping pill so I can get some sleep tonight. I'm trying to not take the cough syrup because it made me feel pretty weird yesterday.

I somehow got a cold... probably from when Ben came over, since he was just getting over a cold. Bah! I hate stuffy noses and dry throats, and sinus headaches. Hate! This is the second day, and my sinuses are worse today but my throat is better, so I dunno if that's a good thing or not.