Be Brave
- I was dating Bekki
- I lived on Langarth St.
- I worked at Windermere
- I was dating Bekki
- I lived on Langarth St.
- I worked at Windermere
I'm feeling rather claustrophobic or overwhelmed by the state of the house, and it's not anyones fault or anything, in fact I think most of the negative feelings come from owning the cats, and I'm just sick of having dry cat food crumbs, kitty litter bits, so much hair, dust, vomit, poo everywhere, all the time, even cleaning and sweeping twice daily doesn't stop it from either being stinky in the kitchen, or having shitloads of cat hair everywhere so it's always sticking to your face, and it's just... a lot to take right now, especially with the heat. I just find myself feeling dirty or that I'm living in a dirty hole, because while I could be staying more on top of chores this week, it's not like they go ignored, and I do sweep and clean frequently, so it's just this feeling of no matter how much I work at it, it'll always be there, and I guess that's just something will always be true when you own four god damn cats.