Excessive

The purpose of these writings... these entries, as I've come to call them, has been something that has always been kind of implied, and not really ever explained, explored or talked about, and I guess it's because the reasons change over time, and the purpose isn't entirely clear, but I think it's safe to say the main purpose is to take somewhat of a snapshot of my life, what a day in the life of Jordan was like on this day in this year. What I was doing, playing, watching, listening to, feeling. What work was like and how it made me feel, and not quite as often, but what is going on in my personal life. It's these things that are important to me; I don't really care if no one is reading now, and I know almost no one is, but it may be even more interesting in the future, it may be interesting to look back - years from now - being able to look back to see what was happening, in detail, will be very interesting.

I'm tired and don't want to write. This does not lead to a well written entry.

Today was Easter brunch at work and I carved ham and salmon for 270 people.

Okay, so I could try to go back in my mind and remember what I did during the last few days, but I feel like that wouldn't be fun, and wouldn't serve much a purpose. I beat Mass Effect, and had a couple days off, read a lot of The Hunger Games, and overall enjoyed myself.

Yeah, I haven't been writing, but I will tonight, I promise. I've been reading, and having date night, and being okay. Playing Mass Effect and watching Our Idiot Brother, and doing laundry.

I'll write soon!

I had a super lazy day and felt pretty good about it. I could've cleaned or organized or have done some other productive thing, but instead I played games, watched TV and read my book, and didn't really feel guilty or bad about it. It felt pretty good actually.

I'm tired so let's see if I can get this entry out in a timely manner.

I more or less spent the day cleaning and feeling good about it. I woke up around 10:00am I think. In the middle of the night, I woke up with a splitting headache, like so intense that I couldn't even stay laying down, I had to get up to feel any kind of relief. So I get out of bed at like 3am, take a bunch of advil, drink a bunch of water and take a sleeping pill, as I figure the sleeping pill will be the only way to get any kind of relief (can't feel pain when you're asleep). I woke up feeling groggy from the pill, but ready to start the day.

My hands ache, sore with cuts, burns and bruises and sometimes I find myself taking a second to stretch out my fingers and feel my hands, and it's a persistent annoyance that I try not let effect me. My head aches, my shoulders are tight and feel as though screws have been screwed into various places in my back. My legs, hips and knees have a dull ache that remind me that I spent more than eight hours of my feet without time to sit, walking, climbing stairs, moving quickly, without stopping. My eyes are heavy and sting, my sinuses are blocked and painful with pressure, caused by god know's what, and how to fix it I've never known. I am uncomfortable, but this is me most nights. I usually try to ignore it, but sometimes it's just impossible to.