Excessive

Today was a pretty good day. Although I woke up with a headache, over the course of the day I accomplished quite a bit and felt good about it. I suffered through an above average exaustion. My eyes were so heavy and I had to force myself to do anything because I had no energy.

I don't know how to describe what I'm feeling, and I've tried to think of ways to describe it but I can't.

I feel restless and chaotic. I have this vague feeling like I want to experience something nostaligc... I want to play a grindy RPG for a console, like Dragon Warrior or Final Fantasy. I want to program and accomplish personal goals with personal projects. I feel so restless, and my mind is going os fast that I can't calm down, can't sit down without wanting to scream.

Valentines dinner was a success in every way! I'll write more about it tomorrow, assuming I don't get a terrible migraine from only sleeping for four hours... ugh. I work 7am to 3pm tomorrow, it's busy, and I need to wake up at 5:15am and it's already 12:40am. Fuck me in the butthole.

Today is Valentine's Day, and while I may be at home alone, I am far from sad or depressed, in fact I'm quite the opposite. I'm completely content and happy. This may be because I had a nice Valentine's evening yesterday, as it was moved up a day due to circumstance.

The worst kind of bath, is a bath that doesn't warm you to your core, that doesn't leave your skin hot.

I've been writing less lately due to feeling quite down. I think I should turn it around soon, but not tonight, I left it too long and I don't have it in me anymore.

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US = United States.. it looked funny out of context.