Excessive

I can't sleep, I can't sleep, I can't sleep. I'm laying there... a giant ball of hyper active energy. I feel like my soul is vibrating and my mind is racing and I can't stop my racing thoughts, I can't sleep.

Today was very interesting, very uncharacteristically me. I swallowed my fear (no homo) and did something that would normally make me uncomfortable. What may seem terribly normal to others, I felt nervous and awkward about, but I did it anyway, and it made me feel good... yes, that's right, I worked in the backyard. Yes, for the first time in the two and a half years I've lived here, I stepped foot into the backyard. Ah, but I feel as though I'm getting ahead of myself, I suppose I should start at the beginning of the day.

Horrah I say. I've got the weekend off and I can relax for a few hours! Today was horrid as usual, with the missing trainer. Dried lips, overheated room, lack of food or drink, uncomfortable chairs.. it all leads to highly aggrivated me.