Excessive

I had wanted to write earlier; Twice I had thought to myself, "I will write that tonight", and I looked forward to it, but now I sit here and don't remember anything I was going to write.

Today was as stressful and terrible as I had predicted.

Okay, so maybe I'm exagerating, but it was still a run around, rushing, stressful time, and I knew it was going to be, and I felt like I was the only one who noticed how little time we had. I hate when that happens, when I feel like the only one worried. I felt like I was going to have a heart attack.

Yeeeeup.

I'm so unbelievably tired.. it's not even funny! HAH!

The feeling of being used stings like a cut from dull razor. I feel like death inside but that horrible anxious feeling inside my stomache is starting to fade after my doctors appointment and now that I'm on more drugs.