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My mouth feels so uncomfortable right now. Well, these last few days, and it's getting worse and worse each day. It doesn't really... hurt... but it stings if things touch certain areas (like tomatoes, orange juice, chips). I'm pretty sure it's all the places where the needles went in, but my whole mouth is being affected. The holes themselves are swollen and sore, and I think the skin on the roof of my mouth and cheeks might be dying. It just leaves me feeling gross in my mouth.

I've been stuck in a lull lately.. for the last couple weeks. I can't seem to snap out of it, but today I took the first step (by shaving, of all things).

I got a molar pulled and its been bleeding heavily since 4pm, and I've gone through 6 to 10 gauze (not sure) and I feel faint and really crappy. I take a Tylenol 3 every two hours or so, but it still hurts a bit. I can't quite eat, I'm not supposed to do anything that will make my heart beat fast as it could cause it to bleed even more than it already is, and that could be dangerous. No heavy lifting, and I'm not even supposed to be up and walking around really, nor am I supposed to lay down flat, only sit. Sit and stay calm. It really sucks... Everything just sucks lately.

My Grandpa's name was Harry Nelson. Harry Nelson was born on November 11, 1922 and died on November 15, 2007.

I'm home now and really not ready to go back to work, but I have no choice. I have to go in an hour early tomorrow and that makes it even more difficult.

I can't really sleep. I'm nervous about a lot of things... being away from my home, going back to work on tuesday after having time off, seeing family, dealing with what happened, having to go to the dentist on wednesday... it's all so much to deal with at once.

My Grandpa passed away today and I'm quite upset. I'm taking the next few days off work to attend the funeral and help my Mom as best I can.

About a week ago now I bought some more 360 games because it was a free paycheque (three paycheques in November!) and I figured it was a good chance to just spend tons of money on games! I bought Viva Pinata, Call of Duty 3, Crackdown, The Orange Box, Skate, Halo 3 and Guitar Hero 2 (bundle). I also got a few more Live! Arcade games, which now include Castlevania: Symphony of the Night, Geometry Wars, Bomberman Live, Tetris Splash, Pac Man CE, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 1989 and Hexic HD.

Oh world, how messed up you are.