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What a tiring weekend.

Work was... a very long day. Wait, does that make sense?

It's disappointing that I was relaxing watching Jimmy and the thought of writing didn't even cross my mind until I went to the computer on my commercial break and remembered I had a website.

I'm all wound up and full of energy and feel like I could stay up all night. I kind of feel uneasy though...

Surprisingly today was actually okay, not so bad. I didn't work until 9 or 10 like usual, I left at 7:30pm, and while the work was a bit schizophrenic, it wasn't challenging, and overall it was an easy day, no stress really. I don't really have much ready for tomorrow, which will then turn tomorrow into a bit of a stressful situation, but that's fine, because I'm off at 3pm tomorrow and then I have Monday off!

I just watched Paranormal Activity 2, and while yes, it's obviously fake, and yes, they threw the entire effort of trying to make it seem real away after the first one, it was still creepy. I've wrote about the first one before, basically saying that it had potential to be one of the creepiest movies ever made, but they completely threw it away with a few select mistakes (basically injecting 100% unbelievable not in a million years type effects into the story). This sequel you have to go into knowing that it's just a fake little story, which you would think would just ruin it, but it actually causes this thick, opressive atmosphere that stays for the entire movie until the very end when they kind throw it all out the door by relating it back to the first movie. Creepy, opressive, startling... decent if you want to feel creeped out afterward, but not doing much in the way of breaking new ground or being a future classic.

Yeah, okay, so I haven't been updating that much, it's really not my fault, my days seem packed... my days feel so full of things to do that it's driving me crazy, making me feel completely smothered and I feel like I'm going insane. This week was a full on attempt to return to some kind of stablized normalcy, however it hasn't improved my mood as much as I had hoped it would.

I've been writing less lately due to feeling quite down. I think I should turn it around soon, but not tonight, I left it too long and I don't have it in me anymore.

The worst kind of bath, is a bath that doesn't warm you to your core, that doesn't leave your skin hot.

1501 post? Yeah okay not as exciting.