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After a five year absence of writing, I’ve decided to make my return to recording my boring day to day experiences, because using it as kind of history book has too much value to me to just let this die. So much has happened and changed in the last five years that it would be impossible to do a complete catch-up style entry, so instead I’ll pass on that, and just give a brief overview, with other details emerging organically as I continue writing into the future.

Tidus. Tidus was a super-cuddly, attention seeking, loving and stubborn Russian Blue cat. I got him 12 years ago to this day, May 23, 2003, and I have loved him and appreciated him every day since. Today, May 23, 2015, he died, and I had to sign the paper saying it should be done.

Okay, I think I'm tired. I'm pretty sure that I'm really tired. Obviously not tired enough to just lay down and fall asleep, but tired enough that it's becoming hard to concentrate when doing things, and more specifically, making it difficult to even watch tv and feel okay.

I was talking to my Sister yesterday evening around 8:30pm and I jokingly told her to drive me to get pizza cause I didn't want to walk, and she ended up driving over and taking me grocery shopping at the Loblaws Superstore, and then stopping at Pizza Pizza on the way home. We got most of the groceries we needed, and I just need to go to Valuemart for a couple of things I know they'll have, like buns and wraps.

It's a Tidus Anniversary!

On this day in 2003, four years ago, I became the new owner, guardian.. whatever, of a one Tidus Taboo O.B. Ganges Benji Grieve Jr.

I never got back to sleep this morning/afternoon... I said I was going to nap but I laid down for about 30 seconds before getting back up, and before I knew it was time to go catch my bus. I had to leave a bit early because I wanted to catch the bus in front of big bee cause my street was being worked on, so the bus wasn't running the normal route. I didn't feel like looking for the new temporary stop, so I just walked to where I knew there was one.

I'm do so much better than I thought I would be. I went out Saturday with a few friends and had a blast.. met some strange guys, expierienced some strange things but I felt pretty good about it all. If I keep busy than I can usually manage to feel okay; Linzie has been an amazing support for me these past few days, by making sure I'm not alone, her presence alone puts me at ease, and just having someone to cling to if need be helps so much. She's also going through some things at the moment, so I'm sure she finds at least some comfort in being here as well. The invitation is open to anyone! I'm lonely and want someone to come over! Beeeeee wiiitthhh meeee.