Too Much GOD DAMN FUCKING work..
- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Linzie
- I worked at Pizza Hut
- I lived with Ben on Cartier
- I was with Linzie
- I worked at Pizza Hut
Yesterday I closed at work, which means I didn't get to see Linzie, except for the hour before I had to leave. It really didn't take me long to get in charge of pizza hut :) I'm the boss on the days I close (Monday and Thursday's it looks like). It sucks that I don't get to see Linzie, but it was really nice to call her and for her to make me feel loved and missed. She wrote me a nice email and it made me feel important, so that's better than feeling like she didn't care I was gone. She might come and hang and/or help me out at work once and awhile.
I keep wanting to stop taking my pills because I hate the side effects and then Linzie comes over and I keep changing my mind because I just want to be awesome for her and the pills help me stay happy and not depressed, and depressing. I know most people would give me that "do it for yourself" bullshit, but the world doesn't work that way really. I do it partially for myself, and partially for Linzie, which in the end will help me right? Ah, fuck you. I think maybe the effects are getting better anyway.. so.. yeah, fuck you.
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