Excessive

I'm watching Legend's of Tomorrow, a slightly terrible DC show in the same universe as Arrow and The Flash. It seems pretty bad, but it's the kind of thing you can watch and not really think about. I know for sure I'll watch it, but who knows if I'll convince Bekki to keep watching it with me.

I woke up today (with a bad headache of course) and played Saints Row 4. I had never played the game before, but I played Saints Row 3 quite a lot, so I had a pretty good idea of what to expect. The game is beyond ridiculous, almost the point of being terrible, but the gameplay is pretty fun, so that makes up for it.

I'm watching 11.22.63, a television show based on the Stephen King novel. It's about time travel, so that's a big plus. It's related to JFK, so that's a small negative. It's got James Franco, so that's a plus. I guess that's what pushed me into trying it. The initial subject matter didn't seem to interest me, but the more Scott Johnson described the idea of the plot - the time travel especially, it got me interested. It's good so far, I love time travel stories, and so it's right up my alley.

Watching Arrow. How many times will I start an entry by saying that I'm watching Arrow? Haha, it's kind of a problem, in that I find the show so ridiculous but I can't stop watching. It's getting worse and worse with each episode, but still... can't stop watching.

I'm feeling so pissed tonight, and I've been having a tough time lately. I've been forgetting things, and having trouble remembering stuff, stuff like appointments, times I've just heard, or getting things ready for dinner.

Today was a bit more relaxed at work. It was raining a lot, and damp and gross. I couldn't go for a walk, and that always makes me feel crazy.

Here I am again watching Arrow, randomly picking up my dogs bone whenever she drops it, and attempting to write agian. Today was a stressful day, but well, kinda. Not really. I don't even know. I kind of remember it as okay, but it was busy. It felt stressful, and at the end of the day, as usual, I was asked to do a bunch of work within a small amount of time and it kinda drives up the stress and anxiety.

Arrow is a really bad show. Not like Two and A Half Men bad, but like, really bad. I've watched four seasons now, every episode, and I hate almost every character. I think the writing is terrible, the dialogue makes me cringe, and almost everything in it is laughable. I still watch it for some reason, maybe just out of commitment. 

Bekki and I went to go see Deadpool today, and it was worth the money and the trip. I was going to just wait until Deadpool was available outside theatres to see it. I had liked Deadpool comics when I was younger, but was never a collector. After hearing quite a few people talk about how great it was, I decided to spontaneously order tickets and go see it today.

I go back and forth between feeling anxious and feeling confident at work. Maybe I feel confident all the time, it's hard to say. I feel very confident in my abilities to do anything set for me to do. It's just sometimes what I'm supposed to do isn't clear, and then that's what I get anxious about.