Excessive

Today was our first ultrasound appointment, and it was pretty mind blowing.

Alright so you're supposed to go for your first ultrasound between 11 weeks and 13 weeks. Our estimation of how far along Bekki was, was 10 weeks or so, but the Doctor said we were 11 weeks. We went, and of course, they told us we're only at 10 weeks, and are not able to do the tests and measurements neccessary, and will have to go back. So on the surface, that sounds like it would be a depressing or upsetting situation, but I got to see my baby!

Although a bit more restless than I like, today turned out to be a fairly relaxing day. Sure, I couldn't sit still and my knee kept shaking and shaking, but I played a lot of Diablo 3, watched a lot of TV, made a bunch of Banana Chocolate Chip muffins, and generally did nothing stressful.

Today was a pretty good day. Although I woke up with a headache, over the course of the day I accomplished quite a bit and felt good about it. I suffered through an above average exaustion. My eyes were so heavy and I had to force myself to do anything because I had no energy.

It was an above average lazy day today, and I think I'm okay with it. I woke up pretty early, around 6:30am. I remember waking up, going the bathroom, going back to bed, laying there for a bit quite tired... The dog jumped up and slept beside me, and I kept tossing and turning. I'm not sure how much time went by, but at some point, even though I was feeling quite tired, I decided I should just get up. The idea of breakfast and reading reddit and playing Diablo 3 outweighed the idea of staying in bed. For the most part, any time laying in bed is discomfort. I never feel good, or rested or comfortable. I get pains in my neck and back, almost always get a headache, so getting up is rarely a difficult thing, it's usually much more desirable.

It was a long day today. Slow traffic, bad weather, grocery shopping, it seemed to never end. I didn't get home until after the sun was down, it was probably around 6:30pm or something. I didn't really look at the clock to be honest. For dinner, we had Raviloi and garlic bread, some red fox, and a cupcake. It was very good, and it felt good to sit down after such a long day.

I started watching Star Wars Rebels a little bit after seeing the Force Awakens, because I had discovered that there was a Star Wars TV show and that sounded like a pretty awesome thing. I wasn't sure if it would be good or not, but it was produced by Disney, so I figured it couldn't have been too bad.

Another day, another migraine.

Today was an extra tough day. I felt terrible the entire time, took a migraine pill at night, and another in the morning, and still had a headache all day. It was snowy, and couldn't go for much of a walk at lunch, although the short walk around the block did help me feel a bit better.

The migraines never stop. The pain is always there. It may start off as a mild dizzy feeling, a slight feeling of something wrong, by mid-day, I'll have stabbing pain behind my eyes and clouded thoughts. 

Sunday I ended up getting more into Diablo 3 than I had recently been.

That was an awkward sentence.

Today wasn't as relaxing as I had hoped. I woke up earlier than I had wanted, but thankfully I didn't wake up with a headache or anything. I didn't play any console games, didn't really listen to music, didn't really enjoy any games. I just felt a bit restless all day, and that feeling has kind of stuck with me all day.