Excessive

Things have been fucking crazy lately and I've been going up and down with such severity that I haven't felt like myself at all over the last week or so. It started with trying to find a new place to live... it suddenly dawned on us that we don't have to live here, and that we could perhaps find somewhere larger and more quiet, but could still afford it, even though it would be an increase in cost, it could still be managable. We found a place and really liked it, and got really excited about it, and then that lead in to some other bullshit - bullshit that I won't get into - but it resulted in just... complete disappointement.

So I already kinda wrote about the first half of today, so it doesn't really leave me much to write about, thanks self, you are a dick sir.

I really didn't want to go to work today... I really didn't. I felt very disheartened taking the bus to work today, I was just in a bad mood, felt like shit. When I arrived at work, the mood didn't go away, and I was quiet and somewhat detatched. I saw this coming, I felt it coming... maybe it's related to work and school, but probably not, this happens a lot, all the time, constantly, and still gets me. Suppose I shouldn't fight it and try my best to be logical.

I asked Rob what the first project was in his Java class a year ago and he said it was a Celsius to Farenheit converter, so I took 15 minutes and made a really nice one haha. So now I guess if I get the project I'm already done.