Excessive

  i dont think i exist

Jay Leno sucks.

I've been eager to create as of late... my mind has been busy not only thinking up different things to create, but thinking up ways how I could possibly create money for myself doing what I love. I don't even know where to begin really. I like that I've made money recently with both my scripting and with webkore, but webkore isn't exactly mine, and the scripting was only a one time thing and I still haven't had the opprotunity to sit down with Tanner (even online) and discuss the transition to the script.

this is me and this is kairi

I was originally going to write in one of my books... I was getting ready for a bath and information was starting to leak from my fingerlips in painful spurts and I needed to smear it somewhere, but I couldn't find a book, nor a pen anywhere, so I just burned inscense and death cab for cutie and layed in my scolding bath for a few minutes. It dulled the pain a bit.. but of course it lead to this filth...

There are a few things I'd like to get into tonight.. hopefully this entry will be more meaty.. yes meaty, than the previous few. I realize my writing has been complete shit as of late, but you can blame that on my brain demons... they've been punching me lately.

Today went pretty well although I wasn't exactly feeling very 'chipper' today. I felt very sluggish and very 'meh'. I'm not really sure why...

There was a time when I used to write everynight, on paper and on here.. now it seems to only happen twice a week, sometimes only once, depending on the mood.

Jeff likes to decorate my cubicle at work

It's my day off. It's usually the only time I ever write an entry anymore.. the nights before the day off.. and sometimes the day I spent off. Not much has happened really, but I have a few things to touch on.

    where is my soul