Excessive

I figured out why I thought Linzie wasn't updating her livejournal as much, as well as other people. I view it through my portal, becuase live journal is blocked, so I dont see friends only posts becuase I cant log in. Therefore, I thought no one was making entries. Silly me. Guess I'll just have to read them all at home.

I wish Michelle was here. I wish I was at home and Michelle was there. I want to be taken care of. I had the worst night ever and I mean ever. It was hell.. pure and simple. This is the worst day ever and I don't want to spend it alone.

I need superglue. Someone give me superglue/crazyglue. now.

Oh my, I had quite the frustrating adventure this morning. I set my alarm because for some reason I thought this morning would be different but in fact it was exactly the same. I reset my alarm to the last possible time and then slept in over it, and I didn't have time to get pretty, or eat breakfast. I just ran and grabbed my Chunky soup and threw it in a bag along with my only clean bowl left.

mmm, good bath. Refreshing and relaxing.. although I'm not tired like I wish I was. I busted out my comic book boxes and got a spiderman comic to read... sensational spiderman 31, it had the Rhino in it so I read it during my bath. I want to get them all out and read them again in order.

Another god damn day at work...

They block Livejournal here at work.. fucking proxy. They block some of the strangest websites, and I can't quite figure out the logic behind it. They block gamespy.. a website that has articles on gaming, but not actual games, but NOPE! blocked! We're not allowed to read things about games. CNN isn't blocked though... although it's pretty much the same idea only for world news instead of games. Yeah, I don't even know where I'm going with this.

I guess I probably have a lot to talk about... well... write about, but for some reason I don't seem to care enough to actually write anything. I've been very apathetic when it comes to writing anything lately, whether it be online or in one of my books. I've been feeling down for the last few weeks, as I've mentioned a few hundered times now. I've been feeling especially lonely and empty feeling when I'm alone... which is most nights.