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yeah.. i don't think im okay..
I'm not sleeping; I should be sleeping but I'm not sleeping. There are a few reasons for this, but the biggest one I can think of is that I can't find my sleeping pills anywhere and that would be why I didn't take them, thus falling asleep at a somewhat normal time. You see, last weekend when Teresa came to sleep over, I gave her some sleeping pills, completely drunk off my ass, and I seem to have misplaced the bottle afterwards, and now, sober, I can't for the life of me find it anywhere; not in the closet, not in my room, not in the bathroom.. I need those fucking pills to sleep dammit!! My apartment isn't even messy or unorganized, so it's not like they're hiding somewhere.. gah!!! Anyway.. that would be why I'm awake right now and not sleeping, and I guess it makes me a bit sad to think about not having a normal sleep pattern does to me... I feel so helpless.
Yesterday I played a 1 vs 7 computers in StarCraft and won.. I don't remember ever winning before, althought it's possible since I've been playing this game since before life existed on this planet, but anyway, it was so very difficult, stressful, but fun. I took shots off all the scores, not only as proof but because some of the numbers are so freakin' high you can't help but laugh. Enjoy.
Thank god for private messages from stupid people.
While I play StarCraft at night, I usually have Winamp running in the background, playing random songs selected from my library. As you may or may not know, my library is giant, as well as diverse.. so out of... boredom maybe.. or because I thought it was funny, I took a shot of the 'recently played' list, for your viewing pleasure.. it kinda gives a hint as to how wide my tastes in music goes.
Turns out there are still some decent humans on Battle.Net these days. I spent an hour before bed (right now) playing public games (created by me) with a few guys. Three games with two guys, and another with one other dude. They were all nice, and fun to play with. I'm glad.. because now I'm not as scared of public games.
