Excessive

I hate working on Saturdays. I really, really don't want to go to work right now, I feel nervous and I'm not looking forward to it. I work 8 to 3 next week instead of 8 to 4, but I'm too nervous to ask why, and there is a new girl who's this giant patronizing bitch, so I'm not really looking forward to work much lately.

I feel nervous... like anxious. Like the world is going to end. I get like this sometimes, and I know that there is no reason for it, and yet even knowing that, I can't stop myself from feeling horribly nervous. I shake, I can't stop shaking and I can't think or concentrate and I don't want to sleep because it seems scary and I don't want time to move and... well, to be honest I've been writing these same feelings for years now. I guess I just wanted to complain a bit...

I had this whole dramatic thing ready to write but now I've lost my will to do it, so instead I'm going to eat popcorn.

I got Rock Band and Guitar Hero 3 bitches!

I guess it's 2008 now huh... interesting!