Excessive

I have a large headache or migraine.

I have a pretty mean headache right now, a pretty annoying mean toothache too, and a pretty mean mood. I just want to run away and hide somewhere for like, a month... that would be nice.

So one of my favorite shows Teach Tony Danza that I watch every Friday has been cancelled and isn't on TV anymore.

I slept in again today, which I kind of expected as I took a sleeping pill and then proceeded to stay up until like.. 1am last night watching Conan and browsing the same websites over and over again. I justified sleeping in because I'd be missing programming, a class I can miss, but then I'd have lunch and go in for networking, which started at noon, so I could just leave at 11 after lunch and be fine. But, I somehow convinced myself it would be okay to miss networking and stay in all day, and deep down I know it's not the right choice. I really need to stop missing school, even missing a class once and awhile is a bad habit to get into because you never know when something important will be covered, and repeating information you already know, while may seem boring, it's a very reliable way to start memorizing things, even when you don't realise it's happening.

Why am I sitting cross legged right now? It's kind of uncomfortable... ugh, one sec.

I get obsessive over things. I get super obsessive over things. I get so wrapped up and involved and insane over things, and you could say it's one of my best qualities, but I think it'll also lead to my complete downfall.

I've felt sick for the last few days, I think it all started with work, how physically exausting it is to go to school for five days a week, and then work 25 hours in two days. When I'm at work I don't really get a chance to eat or drink properly, usually just snacking on really small things, like a muffin in the morning, and then maybe one or two pieces of something during the day, like not enough to sustain life. I usually drink only coffee, and maybe a glass of pop or something.

I took way too long, or, I waited way too long before writing tonight. I need to start writing about a half hour after I took the sleeping pill, but tonight I was obsessing over this stupid layout that I know I'm not going to like a week from now, and put off writing.

I can't think enough to actually write anything at the moment. I could write about what the weekend was like, or how today was, but I just can't seem to think or even have the desire to, so I'll pass.

I'm thinking I might go to work... yeah, thirteen more hours of work seems like fun after my twelve and a half from yesterday! YAY WORK!