Excessive

Writing out of personal obligation tonight, so it's a bit of a struggle, as I don't have very much to say, nothing specific or special, but I suppose I could just go through my day like I most often do.

Today was a good day, I mean, I was pretty busy, and things kind of went by in a blur, it was over before I knew it, like... I literally most forget what it was like to eat dinner because my mind was so wrapped up around the preparation and reception. On top of my Mom's birthday dinner, it was also the release day of Diablo 3, a game that I may not have talked about much up until now, but it's a pretty big deal, and I'll get into why.

Today was quite different than what I had planned, as was last night. I had wanted to have today as a day I accomplished a lot, I even talked to my Mom about it, and her response was, "well, you better wake up really early to get it all done" and things did not go as planned. I was hungover, in pain and dealing with things.

It's that time again, to sit down on the couch and write. To turn on the TV and try to relax, and get all the thoughts of out of my head so I can feel at rest. It's like writing the thoughts down in here, in this little box, makes them go away in my head, to give me some time alone, some time to actually unwind. If I don't write them down, they circulate, go round and round, drive me crazy and never stop flowing.

I would like today to be a good day.

Today was not much different than the day before, school was tolerable but overall boring, and the second half of the day left me feeling uninspired and unenergized and lethargic. I didn't accomplish much, nor did I feel good about anything I was doing, and overall it left a bad taste in my mouth.

I feel like shit, and not in the normal way, not really. I feel physically... grimey, greasy, uncomfortable. I feel tired and uninspired. I did my homework and all, but beyond that I haven't done anything and the nights almost over. I didn't clean up, I didn't really play any games, I didn't read... nothing. Just an empty night and it's left me feeling useless.

Today was the first day of fourth semester at Fanshawe, in the Computer Programming Analyst program, and I'd say it went well. I started off the semester on a good note, doing the homework in class, and finishing it once I got home before doing anything else (besides eat lunch). While the work for ASP.net was due on Friday, I wanted to get it done right away, because it wasn't a lot of work, and there was no reason to put it off, and I want to get back into the habit of completing work as soon as possible and never putting anything off unless there is a really good reason to. The only reason I didn't complete the work in class is because I had to wait to install SQL server until I got home, so I could follow an instruction video, just to be sure I installed it properly for the class. Also, the Java professor assigned us non-marked homework, sort of a refresher exercise and I did that as well, just because I knew it wouldn't take a long time, and again, there was no reason not to do it. So because of those things - because of the way I handled the work today, I think I started off right, and will try to carry this enthusiasm and eagerness forward, and hopefully it will continue.

I am having a lot of fun playing Borderlands on my brand new PC, maybe more so because of how long I've had to wait, or the added satisfaction of having built the PC on my own, or knowing that I've got the game running at complete max settings and it's silky smooth, but regardless, I am having a lot of fun, and could spend a lot of time just sitting here, getting lost in the world. I'm also enjoying Blue Dragon, a dangerously simple RPG for the 360 written by the original creator of Final Fantasy and 'main dude' from Final Fantasy 1 to 9. I suppose to summarize, I'm enjoying my game playing lately, and it's nice to relax, or it's a good means to relax I guess.

Maybe I'll just write tomorrow... Sunday brunch, frustration and yelling at work, grocery store, burger and fries for dinner, headache and naps, Game of Thrones and Girls, and now games and putting off sleep. Good times? Sure!