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May 30, 2004 4:14AM

even.if.you.want...you.cant.touch.me.now
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Emily


Not much was accomplished today. I cleaned up a little bit, put a few clothes away, seperated the 'pee' clothes from the 'non-pee' clothes. It's about at 50/50 now. Damn Kairi and her peeing ways.

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May 28, 2004 12:00AM

into.the.pink
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Emily


I did it all by myself!! I got home! Emily brought me to the first subway, so basically she just came on the bus with me, to say goodbye, and then I did the rest all by myself! It was terrifying, taking the subway, finding the right place to transfer, finding my way around the giant union station, finding where to buy train tickets, finding the right gate, and finding the right train, but I did it, all completely on my own... Know why? Because this my life. I'm my own. I don't live for anyone else, and I don't answer to anyone else. I shouldn't be made to feel guilty for my choices or decisions. It really opened my eyes. I could leave and disappear and it would be my choice and theres nothing wrong with it.



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May 25, 2004 2:28AM

I've Been To Heaven TWICE and Back
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Emily


Wow. I don't even know where to start. It's like I took my life, kicked it in the crotch, then gave it a winning lottery ticket... wait.. does that makes sense?



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May 18, 2004 12:00AM

Sadness.. or something
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Emily


I'm staring out my window, across the street at the townhouse complex, where I'm watching a father play with his daughter. He's pushing her through a big puddle in her little fisher price car. I'm captivated by it. No matter what else is going on in the world, how I feel, or where Marle is, that little girl is the happiest person the world. Maybe what I'm feeling is envy?

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May 17, 2004 3:35PM

Tired, but not ready
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Emily


Well I ended up going out last night! It's was lots-o-fun. (yes, no matter what you say, that IS one word, so stfu). (jesus christ, i just ran over my toe with my chair! it's cause i was distracted with kairi entering my room.. i call it the pee-patrol now.). Okay crap, where was i? something about.. going.. out.. i dunno.. new paragraph!!



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May 15, 2004 3:35PM

Apparently She Floats My Boat
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Emily


Where shall I start? I spent the day with Michelle, she came over around 3:30, and we played video games for a bit. We then walked to the mall because the unimaginably stupid busses were early, or late or whatever, so we had to walk all the way to the mall and catch the 7 Wavell, downtown.



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