Excessive

I have this problem where I can't lay and try to fall asleep if I'm hungry, even a little bit. I need to go to bed feeling full, or I'll just think about I'm hungry non-stop and can never rest my mind. That's why I'm up still, writing this, because I was hungry. Also, I went from doing non-stop school work for 6 hours into trying to sleep and I didn't have any time to wind down or relax. I didn't even have a chance to watch tv or play a game.

I've been feeling completely shitty for longer than I thought, you kind of lose track. I'm feeling really.. uhh. social right now. It's weird, but not bad I guess.

I got home from work around 9:30 I guess, once I got home, I made some bruschetta since I had some really nice looking tomatoes out on top of the fridge (I like my bruschetta at room tempurature). I could've had microwavable lasagna, but went for the fresh, lighter option.

I'm kind of bored, but this is a typical night and I probably shouldn't feel bored. I just watched a movie, The Hangover, and now I'm watching Jimmy Fallon.

I had a test this morning in Web Design, which was a six question short answer online quiz, which we only had to answer four from, and then we were given a really bad website and told to create a better, new layout with a few requirements, which was generally very easy, and didn't really require much thought or energy.

It happens from time to time, it's hard to recognize maybe, sometimes I just think it's because I'm feeling depressed but maybe getting writers block is unrelated to moods, maybe it just comes naturally. I've been having trouble doing a lot of creative things, I've also felt very depressed and down, lazy, slow, unsocial, etc. These are things I seem to write about every other week, keeps creeping back into writing year after year.

I haven't really been able to write lately, I'm not sure why, but, I don't feel very good about it. This week has been less then spectacular, and I feel a weight upon my chest that seems all too familiar.

I'm over tired, on a sleeping pill and just watched Hot Tub Time Machine. It's time for bed now, and I would like to write amore substantial entry tomorrow.

I also would like to continue working on remaking the front end of this website! It get can frustrating though, trying to make it exactly how I want it.

I had to make a website for a school project. I just made a website about the various programming projects I've worked on.

http://www.exrambling.net/school/Project1/

Alright, I've stayed up too late, and I really need to be up by 10am tomorrow, so, I should go to sleep now.

I've been trying to brain storm on a specific SQL function I've been trying to write but I'm so tired now I can barely think.