Excessive

I would normally write right now, and I should but I'm too tired to write something I'd be proud of. Instead, I will summarize the day with a paragraph and then write a real entry tomorrow when I can have some time to really do it justice.

I don't even feel like writing at all... Work, barely time at home, sleep, work again... my normal weekend.

I don't think I have a lot to say about the day itself, it was kind of a normal, uneventful day. Things were generally organized at work, and well... I suppose I could write about before work. Basically I got up after sleeping for about three hours, at 4:50am, and made Bekki breakfast, as she had to get a cab at 5:30am to go to the airport. I made her a bagel and some coffee, and I had one two, enjoyed it in bed, and she got ready, we said our goodbyes, and I eventually fell back asleep until around 10am. From 10am until when Allen drove me to work, I pretty much just had lunch (kinda) and read stuff on the internet.

Today was rather stressful, at least the first half of it was, and that was mainly the work portion, afterward was okay, enjoyable even, and I managed to cheer myself up quickly.

Today could've been better as far as feeling physically okay goes, as I've felt pretty slow, groggy and crappy most of the day (or all of the day) and there were a few moments where, for no reason I could explain, I felt a bit low otherwise, but the day itself was pretty satisfying mentally, and that's important to remember.

Today - another good day - who would've thought? I mean... there were a few times where I didn't feel amazing; I felt a bit lazy, a bit tired, and a few times where I felt a tiny bit down, just for a minute, but overall the day was good, and ended up being pretty great.

Today is Valentine's Day, and while I may be at home alone, I am far from sad or depressed, in fact I'm quite the opposite. I'm completely content and happy. This may be because I had a nice Valentine's evening yesterday, as it was moved up a day due to circumstance.

Valentines dinner was a success in every way! I'll write more about it tomorrow, assuming I don't get a terrible migraine from only sleeping for four hours... ugh. I work 7am to 3pm tomorrow, it's busy, and I need to wake up at 5:15am and it's already 12:40am. Fuck me in the butthole.

So this was essentially day two of my 'no caffeine challenge' and I guess technically I already failed, but in spirit I'm still going, I guess I'll explain.

I don't have time to write an entry, or at least I realize it's in my best interest to skip the 'writing the long entry' thing.

Work was chaotic and stressful, and I saw it coming and tried to warn people but no one took my seriously and brushed it off. Even though I only worked an eight hour shift for a change, it felt like ten hours. I didn't get very much brunch prep done, and I'm not entirely looking forward to tomorrow.

And I memorized the way our legs entwined as I drifted off beside you
I memorized how warm your body felt
as you lay half asleep beside me
And I memorized the way the sunlight
filled the room and played upon your body